Desire

I desire so many things these days.

1. The Future. It holds so many beautiful dreams. Job, House, Different state(hopefully!!), husband, children (waywayway future), and Redemption. for my family and for women and children trapped in slavery.

2. The Lord's Return. I've wanted Jesus to come back a little more than normal. Oh to be running around with the One who created life. It would be so much fun to snuggle and sing and play with Jesus. Although I desire these things, the world needs to know him. My friends, my family, and the beautiful people who inhabit this earth need him. I must put my selfish needs on hold so that people can run and snuggle and play with Jesus as well.

3. Spring Break. Oh how do I desire Spring Break. I'm headed to L.A. to serve at the Dream Center. They have a prostitution and Human Trafficking ministry, which I am itching to sit and watch and pray for these people. Not only that, but Zane and I are going together to the Dream Center. It is like a dream come true. This is what I want to do with him in our future together. Go to the corners of the earth and love on people. Zane like to actually serve and do something with his hands, while I love to love on people, to talk to them and to cry with them. I think that is what makes us/ will make us a great team. So much can be accomplished and it's out of the overflow of our hearts that this happens.

4. China. Oh how I miss China. I'm so jealous of everyone going this summer. Wren is leading a trip there to love on college students. China is my heart. I want to get onstage at ONE and tell everyone to go.

Lately, I have been wanting things impatiently. My prayer recently is that God would allow me to be content with what I have and to wait patiently, knowing that everything's timing is perfect. Ah but I itch for these things. Graduation (eep!), wifehood(double eeep!!), marriage (okay lakjdilfajgoi), and everything else a job, travels, and what not. Hopefully, I/ we(duh cause I'm not going if I'm not married) will move to Virginia after graduation. The world is my canvas right? Well I want to start painting in Virginia!

So, not sure what else to blog. I have so much to catch up on. but I guess I'll save them for the next time I blog. Which might be in about 6 months :)

Bis Dann!